I know we don't talk as much as before, and sometimes the silence between us weighs more than I would like to admit. But I want you to know that, despite the distance between Colombia and Istanbul, my love for you is still as alive as the first day.
Many times I wonder how I could show you what I feel, and the words fall short. Every night, before going to sleep, my mind travels to you. I see videos of couples hugging, kissing, and at that moment my heart longs strongly to be able to live that with you.
When we stopped talking, it hurt me more than you imagined. Yes, I cried. Because although I am a silent man, somewhat gloomy sometimes, my way of loving is not in words but in deeds. I don't talk much, but when I love, I do it with my whole soul.
I dream of the day when I can see you, hug you and hear your voice without a screen in between. I wish I could look you in the eyes and tell you, face to face, what I have wanted to tell you so many times: I love you.
With all my heart,
Jaiver